Today my heart is heavy. Today we saw our deadliest mass shooting to date. Today we saw another hate crime. Today 50 people died. Today we saw we saw more blood, more pain, more tears, more fear and more hate. Today this hit too close to home for me to write anything funny. Today could have taken someone I love, someone I simply can’t live without. Today, if it had been here and not Orlando. Today someone, many actually, was taken that I don’t know, but that someone else loves and can’t live without. Today I will grieve for their pain. Tomorrow I will rise up and not let the darkness win. Tomorrow I will try to part of the light. Tomorrow I will dry my tears. But today my heart is broken.